Hahahahahaha..... Again one more time feel like ages since i last post something here........ really ah........ time flies so freaking fast....
November, is the worst month of the year 2009....... Not that i have another person to lose or wad.... ok i did.... my Grandma went on to the next life liao.... Was kind of sad ah since i will never see her warm smile again every hols and i will not be able to get her fav. biscuit too (mine oso actually).. Sigh.. the biggest regret that i have is that i can't go home any sooner..... i wish i could see her for the last time ( alive and kicking i mean)... mourning for like days and months till dec.... Ntg much to talk about during this month.... You know wad it feels to lose someone indirectly or directly... but now is like... wah can't express my feeling liao... dun even wanna think bout it... It make me sick of it.....
December ------ better... HAHAHA.... at least my fam asked me out to Bandung and Ciberem.... in bandung, i went on shopping spree and even met my designer friends who helped me made tees for myself and my frenzz... I really like their jacker =P... its super coolzzz..... hahaha... ntg much to talk about coz i spend my entire days just to shop and to sleep. lolx. In ciberem, i went hiking... finally after so long never hike.... this time i didn't went too far inside since ldr say i'm not regular enough to stay on for night camps (which should be much more satisfying coz got hot water bathe and wild animals and real dangers!!!waaaaaa i really wanna go up there!!!!)... so i satisfied myself at the waterfall camp...... its amazing really.... 4 huge giant waterfalll is like challenging you there..... bathing is the best!! XP (the water is icy cooooools.... wooooohoooo) oh and also i caught a few land fishes who tried to peak the girls when they went bathing. They were damn mad at me though... LOLX..... Not that i dun wanna see the girls (they are HOT - imagening them can make you wild man) but i have my own principal.... (only see for myself XP). Oh we also went to tea plantation farming and the size of it is like much much much much bigger than the whole stretch of dhobby to orchard..... Its definitely bigger than tampines!!!! 5 Giant hill were planted nothing but teasssssss...... Goodness gracious!!!! Wonder how they took care of such a large plantation areas...... Oh talking bout tea, i was stuck in the mountain in a car on my way back to Jakarta for like 8 hours (normal journey is max 2 hours and the 8 hour doesn't include the journey yet... juz the waiting) coz the crowd from new year eve... Xiao.... December too end quick (at this point of time i dun even remember i have a school!!! It was soo much fun)
January came and i was stomachaly sick (actually the whole family for eating side-stall fried rice) Lolx.... the aunty super unclean LOR!!!!! Hmphh...!!!! But then things got worse when i arrived back to singapore.... Stress siao liao. First day of school, my math teacher asked me to do 6 school paper and for goodness sake, they all are like super hard (frankly speaking i havent touch my H2s for like 7 months....... dun expect me to know even the most basic) All subjects became harder and more rush than normal.... the pressure and the whole life was like upsided down.... its definitely not suiting my lazy panda style... hehehe...... Oh ya Panda girl now wanted to accept me as normal friend AGAIN like last time and i'm kind of glad.... not that i still have feeling for her or wad.. its just that one more friend is better than one more enemy. At leats i won't feel awkward ard her anymore (she did ditch me and totally ignored my whole existency). Those days were hard times... hahaha... Until now whenever i'm lonely, i still think of my grandma and still wondering bout her... Her death is too sudden for me..... i juz kind of still in shock of it but nvm. Time will never turn back anyway. =). Oh!!!!! the new music video of SNSD finally released... Its definitely suit my style (playboy that is)... This time they look barbie-ish and really ah.... they look damn cute to me XP..... cant forget bout them man.... Oh and i also cheering for Brown Eyed Girls for rising up and having such a wonderful song - Sign.... I'm really addicted to it like i'm addicted to Jewelry- One more time song.... Man... i got addicted to many songs as well... hahaha (not to mention my addiction to God's teaching and words =D). Huammm.... think write alot liao.... if not alot enough can add la.... anyway... gg to sleep liao........ Nitez everyone =)
Love is to be shared with someone and sharing it doesn't mean to posses him or her but to Give him or her happiness! ~ By RyuHinata

